Yesterday was the tired day for me...~ not only for me but myra and my sister too.. wae? because of the book fair and education fair.. fuhh!
It the fun moment when we got to buy novel that we love :) .. and than we spent time sitting while watching the launching of this novel called THE WEDDING BREAKER :D.. Omoo~ Arja Lee !!!! <3 How I try hard to take his picture.. ~ Yeah.. look up there.. 3 actors that will be filming this drama .. Oh maii.. Why did I buy that book first before .. If I buy from here.. I could get his signature TvT.. Curse it.. Eah~ what ever.. I don't even care.. the signature are up there also .. at the right down of the picture.. It his signature.. I took the picture from my sister's friends that we accidently met there.. and there also Ddee.. the korean cartoon character that we met at the education fair.. we both took picture together with her.. awhh~ <3 ish it cute?????? :D..
Oh.. there also many university and college open for students after grad or after spm.. we first when to Korean University .. that the largest among others.. oh maii.. there are KOREA UNIVERSITY, SUNGKYUKWAN UNIVERSITY, HOWON UNIVERSITY , DONGGUK UNNIVERSITY and also POHANG UNIVERSITY.. there are many of them, but these are the famous one.. we also acknowlege it !!!! .. we also got many things from the university that we think it precious for us to get it!
See.. that dongguk university Passport cover~ Wooo.. It's awesome dude! .. oh.. after that, we went to Japan section and also check out the Singapore and China university..~ It's really tired to walk around because there we to many bag that we need to bring..! Myra spent time with me yesterday by stay over at my house.. yeah! It's been a long time for her to stay at my house.. ~ She went back early this morning and I wasn't able to wake up .. xD .. I slept at 4 yesterday, and it hard to get up... Tomorrow I will be hanging out with them all~ Yea Heyy! ahaha.. First Hang Out since I started my holiday~..lols
Bloggie..~ There's something keep bothering me.. something that make me feel uneasy.. Yeah.. there's someone always said that he thrust me , love me because I am his best friends.. but, if he really think I am his best friend, why he can't even understand me? why he can't even take care of my feeling? Am I worth to be his best friend? or did he actually said that I am his best friend but inside he doesn't even care? Hmm.. It's really make me frustrated! seriously.. He know that I hate to hear that words.. but he still using it even he said i am his best buddy... or whatever.. I'm afraid that I will make you invisible like what you did before to me.. but it's hard..
Every time I got a message from him.. I try hard to not reply, late reply it or even don't have any feeling to reply.. but my inner thought make me still reply all his message.. I know right.. I can't even stop myself from thinking about him.. It's really hard.. Ya Allah... help me.. i hate this feeling..My heart still can't stop hurting from what he did.. why do I have to feel like this even I want to stop all of it! .. and yeah.. every time I heard a song, mostly ballad song.. I will always cry seeing the meaning of the song.. It's like what I feel inside.. same as all the meaning of my blog song now~
Okay..let stop about that.. I rather want to cry every time I said all of that.. my inner feeling is hard to describe compare to what I have write here.. ヅAlmost everyday.. I am alone in my room, not going out.. not being social not even care about the outside world.. Why? because I don't know what to do outside.. I just keep myself in my room listening to musci , singing alone, or watching variety show .. Try to control all my feeling and stay happy alone with no one disturb me.. Well, sometime , my friends will stay at my house.. so I don't need to go out.. Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
I will continue my post after this.. with something that are so intresting for me <3
with love :
Baby Wolf..
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