Oh Hallow Bloggie.. ~ Assalamualaikum .. ~ ;) .. as me wish my day is better for tomorrow onward.. as min update kali niy dgn hati yg tabah tanpe mahu mngalir kn air mate niy lagii .. ;) .... *i'll try to smile like an angle* First of all.. for my friends.. Diyana Nasiha, Abdul Rahman Auf, Nur 'Amirah <3 .. guys.. korg gudluck yea kt sne ;) .. have fun and don't be a bully lpas korg balek sniy pulak.. korg hebad and lucky to get there.. .. me love you always ya ;) ~ .. and i'll miss you guys .. ~ ..
...back to the main point.. ahh.. min ta tau na mule mcm mne... hmm. . every time min pikir kn bnde niy.. airmate min slalu mngalir.. *but skrg min tahan* .. yea.. mmg da lame min pendam bnde niy. min slalu mngalah .. sbb die kate jgn pikir kan psal bnde niy.. okay fine.. min buat buat ta pikir.. tapii mcm mne klau na suro min ta pikir klau dpan mte min sndiri.. klau bukti die da terang ? .. oh my.. min tatau laa ape min ptot buat.. min penad dgn sume niy.. actually.. hmm..
yess.. they are best friend.. as he said at his blog.. should i just ignore that statement? .. atau min kne berlagak yg min maseh biase padahal dlam hati niy jealous teramat? .. okay fine.. dorg slalu share secret kn? .. even kalau die na pegi mne2 pon msti bgtau his bestfriend .. than who am I to him ? .. who the heck am I ? .. min niy sape sbnarnyee? .. min mcm budak bodoh yg ta tau ape2 psal die.. yes.. as he said before.. ta de sape paham die.. termasok min la kn?.. min ta paham die.. that's why bile die saket.. suke sgt die smpan sorg.. .. as die kate.. best friend die je pham die.. heyy.. okay fine.. i know he is mad now ! . .. but .. that's all the truth okay? .. i'm not creating story here.. ..
AWAK ! .. tahu ta.. bile first time awk confess tu ..awk tahu ta bertape sye happy wktu tu? .. bile every time message masok .. and sye tgok tu msej awk .. awk tahu ta sye hanye snyum dlam hati .. every time awk ckp awk sayang sye.. bertape sye control happy sye tu? and every time sye nmpak msej awk stiap kali sye bgun tido? sye rase sye niy bermakne sgt .. . awk penah ta rase sume tu bile sye pulak yg msej? . entah laa kn? .. awk tahu knpe sye kate awk berubah? . yup.. skrg .. susa sgt sye na msej awk.. awk na tido jea.. and every time sye tnye npe blas lmbt.. ade je alasan awk.. ade je keje awk.. penad la sye.. sye ta tau knpe phone sye skrg kerap sunyi tnpe msej.. klau sye na msej org laen pon .. spe je? ... cube bgtau? .. ye . sye tahu awk penad.. and awk slalu ade keje.. skrg awk slalu saket2.. tapi awk igt sye ta pena risau? .. awk rse sye niy tunggul ke .. ta de perasaan .. na merjok je? .. sye bukan jenis pompuan yg kuat sgt na merjok.. every time sye berlakon merjok dlam phone tu sbb na perhatian awk.. tapi awk perasan ta sume tu? .. ta kn? .. sbb awk ade bestfriend awk....
knpe perlu korg jumpe? . yupp.. sbb korg kwan baek ? .. that's why smpaii suro tggu balek skola kan? .. rase nyee min ta pyah jumpe die lagii kot.. sbb nnti buat min saket hati jee.. bia la dorg na lpas kn rindu masing2 .. min penad laa.. min penad na saket hati mcm budak bodoh kt blakang dorg.. knpe la die perlu hadir dlam hidup min? .. ANNOYING laa.. sumpah min kate.. min da penad min penad dgn sume lakonan pompuan tu.. knpe pompuan tu kne tnjuk baek lpas dorg da ta de ape ape? .. knpe? .. knpe smpaii na tulis ckp yg kau suke sume personaliti yg ade pade die? .. knpe weyh bru skrg kau hargaii die? .. knpe? .. knpe mase kau bersme die kau ta jge die baek2 ? .. knpe kau snggup bersame die .. tapi dlam mase same kau dgn org laen? .. hmm.. fine..
min tahu die msti mara min skrg.. tahan saket hati sbb min kutuk kwan baek die.. fine.. min ta kutuk... i'm telling the facts ! .. hmm.. knpe perlu pompuan maen kn perasaan min skarang? .. mungkin rmaii tertanye mcm mne min tahu sume tu.. min ta perlu bgtau.. sbb min sndiri tau mcm mne na tahu sume bnde niy.. korg msej laa.. msej la bnyk2.. min ta kesah dah !.. sume niy mcm bnde yg min da sedie bnci skrg.. and once min ckp bnci. forever min akn bnci.. min mmg da ta tahan sabar .. marah.. sedih sume niy !.. perasaan min mcm budak bodoh ! . ta reti na pikir dgn btol. !.. berlakon happy stiap kali min nampak korg bersame..
yeap.. min mmg IDIOT, SELFISH, TOO JEALOUS, STUPID, ~ that's what everyone thinks now kn? .. as min kte.. min sntiase ta kn pkse die tnggal kn bnde yg die suke.... so klau la dorg na bersme balek.. min snggup lpas kn die.. asal kn die bahagie.. tu jea min patot buat kn? . min ta pe.. min ta kesah dgn hidup min .. min utama kn hidup org laen dlu dri hidup min.. sbb hidup min ta penah tenteram dgn pakcik tu lagii.. it's enough ! .. i don't need anything for it now.. even now i don't have any feeling untk celebrate birthday min sndiri akn dtang niy... hmm..
**rase nyee kalau sehari min ta msej die.. .. die akn msej min dlu ke? .. hmm.. rase nyee ta** .. 
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